November

Now that months have passed
I don't think about our past
I know it wouldn't last
So, I'm not mad about what we had
I know you're feelin' sad
Still cryin' every night
I know seasons change
And you're not feelin' right (yeah)

You held me close, I remember (yeah)
I left you cold in December (yeah)
You watched me break and don't say a thing
You can't hear a thing, so I'll scream now
I'm all alone in November
She's never here when I need her
I try a lot, and I cry a lot
And I'm tryin' hard not to bleed out

You don't wanna share your love but
I keep makin' moves for us and
You don't wanna gain my trust so
You could get it lost in lust
And I just wanna fall in love but
I don't wanna fall with some
'Cause they be down in the dust and
I ain't got time for jokes, yeah

You held me close, I remember (you held me close)
I left you cold in December (cold in December)
You watched me break and don't say a thing
You can't hear a thing, so I'll scream now (now)
I'm all alone in November (all alone)
She's never here when I need her (never here when)
I try a lot, and I cry a lot
And I'm tryin' hard not to bleed out

I'm tryin' hard not to bleed out
You're never close
When I need ya
When I need ya
When I need ya