Sanity

I think I understand now
You can't cure pain
The only thing that you can do
Is wrap a bandage over and over
And Just pray
That it doesn't get infected
This is a massive head trip
How'd you get so bad
It's only been a couple months
I didn't think the bandage would last that
Long And over what
So she had a little past
You should be able to handle that
My luck
What if you were right
And there's no good side to love
You dug yourself in this hole again
And you're joking, this feeling's back again
Everything that I overcame that year
Can be broken with a few felt tears
I can't measure my worth
A couple quid, a few cigs and a whole lot of dirt

Why'd you open up
You know that's dumb
You know what happened last time
You felt any kind of love
Don't give up, you're not done
If you end it now, then it means they won
If anything, you've gotta prove them wrong
Why do you overthink like this
Why do you let it through
Because it's the truth
Because it's the truth

I hope you don't think of me t
The way you think of myself
Although, to be fair, if we did
We wouldn't be together right now
I got so cold when you left
Out of all the others, was I the best
Could answer that for you right now
Notice how quickly that no came out
While my fingers were getting frostbite
You were having lunch with another guy
To be honest, it's no surprise

Why'd you open up
You know that's dumb
You know what happened last time
You felt any kind of love
Don't give up, you're not done
If you end it now, then it means they won
If anything, you've gotta prove them wrong
Why do you overthink like this
Why do you let it through
Because it's the truth
Because it's the truth

Getting very loud again
It's getting very loud again
I try to keep my sanity
But I don't think I can manage it
I think it's getting better
But then the bandage comes off again
It's getting very loud again
It's getting very loud

Getting very loud again
It's getting very loud again
I try to keep my sanity
But I don't think I can manage it
I think it's getting better
But then the bandage comes off again
It's getting very loud again
It's getting very loud again

It's getting very loud again
It's getting very loud again
I try to keep my sanity
But I don't think I can manage it
I think it's getting better
But then the bandage comes off again
It's getting very loud again
It's getting very loud
I think I understand now
The pain will never leave
But what stays wont be the bandages
Its getting very loud again
To face all of your problems
Isn't something very easy
But if you don't do it
Then you can say goodbye to sanity