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I held this weekend by the throat
Gone through crazy chains of thought
Cause on this field I used to lay
There's now a scary shade of gray

And when I'll find my plan again
I'll be holding minds in hand
Cause with the self chase comes a border
I'll get across and move over

Once again I watch these bullets pass me by
For all I know these wings won't help me fly

I float with devils that can swim
Float through rivers and they seem
To learn my mind with no degree
That's the fullest that I'll be

I learned from people all I know
So who am I to say they're wrong
And now all innocence drifts away
Fear is potent grass is gray

Once again I watch these bullets pass me by
For all I know these wings won't help me fly

And I drowned in this mess
Just For Kicking myself
I'm falling without a breath
And now I'm losing again
The Games of misfits and fakes
They just kicked me out the game
And every step I took
With all them hands I shook
They all Just got me destroyed
You know I got hanged around
With thoughts of damaging sound
Regain control of these clowns

And every time I made a run
You just Claimed I'm having fun
And you still think you got me figured out
It's a shame, my life's a doubt

I guess I got what deserved
Faced them angry chains of thoughts
And now I learned how return to stay mine
Without taking notes to mind

Once again I watch these bullets pass me by
For all I know these wings won't help me fly