Goodbye

Look at that wide sky
Does it really seem so blue?
If I were to tell you
Goodbye's for our own good
And I can't help you
If I can't help myself
Will I resent you?
If we keep going on

It's so lonely and so scary
But there's more harm in lying

There is distance, addiction, and all my ambitions
I'm probably making a bad decision
But I want to remember you this way
I'm sorry, forgive me
That's all I am asking
I wish I could change all these feelings that are pouring
But my mind likes being stuck out in the rain

Can anyone tell him how this plays out?
He can't trust himself without this doubt
All his life he was lying till he lied beside her
Now, he finds that

It's so lonely
And so scary
But there's more harm in lying

Only when it vanished did you truly begin to cherish the moments
Clouded in grey with no sense of how long this might last
She was there for you
His eyes ache without the contrast
You weren't there for her
Lost without the sound of her voice echoing around him
You didn't love yourself
Where once she had found him grounded by her presence,
There is now only a memory he keeps on forgetting
So you couldn't love her
Every sense evaporates
You couldn't love her
He'll hear the rumbling thunder of regret behind him

I'm clouded and selfish
I know now, you're worth it
All my life I lied
How could I say goodbye?
I'm clouded and selfish
I know now, you're worth it
All my life I lied
How could I say goodbye?

At the end of the day, it's his ego that continues to bind him
At the end of the day,
The lightning is the only thing flashing in his mind
All my life I was lying until I lied beside you
There is nothing else left