third-person

Am I the sum of my habits
Please tell me that's not true
There's always some impulse
In everything I do
I'll go for runs in the mornings
Get my work done for noon
And I'll work on my humour
So I can lighten up the mood

But you always beat me to the punchline
This time can I say the joke
I just want you to think I'm a little funny
Maybe you'd laugh if I choked

If I keep seeing myself from the third-person, well
Could you talk me out
If I keep hating myself in a virtual hell
Could you knock me out
If I keep ruining my health, never leaving my shell
Could you break me out
If I don't want any help and say I'm someone else
Could you remind me
Before I narrate my fairytale

He's falling asleep again
He's grinding his teeth again
He's counting up sheep again
He forgot how to breathe again
He forgot how to be a friend
He forgot how to be again
He just wants the year to end
So he's falling asleep again

He's afraid of the love he'll spend
He pretends not to need his friends
He just wants real life to end
So he's falling asleep again



Credits
Writer(s): Nicholas Phokeev
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