I Have A Mild Addiction To Fairy Lights That Will Not Be Addressed

Hello!
Hi, it is me
Erm, it is me!
I'm just- um
Making this little message so you can hear my voice
When you wake up
And maybe if you feel bad or something
It might cheer you up a little bit
It's okay if it doesn't but you know maybe
You know every-
It's the thought that counts, you know?

I get scared when you talk about
Books I haven't read
And I haven't listened to the songs
That you recommended me yet
I'm riddled with guilt
And insecurity
But you tell me to shut up
And reassure me
And you look at me

I'll say your eyes are the stars in my skies
You call me cringey but you can't help but smile
I'll take your heart and try not to cry
When I realize
It was you this whole time
This whole time
I seem to miss everything

I have a mild addiction to fairy lights that will not be addressed
So wrap me up tight in electric starlight
If ever I feel stressed
I like it when you call me beautiful
I think you're beautiful too
(And I mean that)

I'll say your eyes are the stars in my skies
You call me cringey but you can't help but smile
I'll take your heart and try not to cry
When I realize
It was you this whole time
This whole time
I seem to miss everything

I realize I'm making this up
It's all in my head
I remember you're not here with me
I need you
I need you