Alot Has Happened

Look, a lot has happened since the last time y'all saw me, my lil' baby went from crawling
to talking, I lost Green but to a giant, that's a small thing
But losing Kevin and Myjel, what really haunts me, It at all
Seems good till it ain't, and the darks uncovered

You're finding out theres people around that dont't really love ya'
I lost my best friend, one brother after another
I ain't know how to grieve, took it out on my baby mother
hurt people, hurt people, I once was the hurt person

But when you hurt the people that's there then the hurt worsens
And I can say that I was myself, but the worst version
Was fallin' and my only excuse was the earth turnin'
See it hurt when you can't even do your part as a man

Because you stuck in depression and they won't understand
That you need a break, Cause you just in need of space
But don't wanna seem a way, Just don't wanna see a face
And don't wanna speak or wave, Just don't wanna be today

You feel like you gotta go, and don't wanna be there late
I just wanna scream today, I'm not on the scene today
I hope that I'm not alone, and y'all know what I mean today
But see the thing is, City said, nah, fck that, keep your head up

My brother Q said, nah, fuck that, let's get this bread up
See mentally I think I retired, I was fed up
Support system came in swingin' like ain't no head ups
Now if I said I had no one, I'm a damn liar

I had Ricky, I had Noah, I had Kyra
I had Kamiel, I had Bishop, I had riders
I had no idea that love was fuelin' the fire
I know my duty requires this passion and this desire

Which is a beautiful thing, and we all know beauty inspires
Love over everything, I salute the supplier
Love is a battlefield, and I recruited the fighters
I've got a hell of an army, they help me filter the frauds

Ain't no snake'n or fake'n, cause they can feel when it's wrong
Can't pump fake, he done been around it all
From the largest to the smallest ngga, courtesy of God
Certainly I'm flawed, I ain't perfect, not at all

But I give you all I am, and I serve it to you raw
I'm a beast of a man, I'm a motherfckin' dog
Got the city on my shoulders, I'm just here to do my job

I got the whole world in my plans
They all sayin' This my jam
I wanna toast to all my fans
And everybody else who said I can
We made it happen, and we ain't late

thank God I ain't break'
You ain't believe it, but you ain't God
Cause God don't make mistakes

I got the whole world in my plans
They all sayin' it's my jam
I wanna toast to all my fans
And everybody else who said I can't
A lot has happened, but it's okay
Thank God I ain't break'
They ain't believe it, but they ain't God
Cause God don't make mistakes
God don't make mistakes
But y'all gone make mistakes
Cause y'all couldn't wait to hate
(Hey,hey,hey)
God don't make mistakes
But y'all gone make mistakes

Cause y'all couldn't wait to hate
(Hey,hey,hey)
God don't make mistakes
But y'all gone make mistakes
But y'all gone make mistakes

but y'all gone make mistakes
(Hey,hey,hey)

He loves zo,
I Love daddy,
what would I do without my daddy
He makes me happy
He make me happy
I Love daddy
He Loves Zori,

Yahm,Yahm!