Apologies

Part of me knew you'd be back around
Part of me knew I'd have to prepare
And another part of me just didn't
Part of me wants you here and another part of me wants you gone
But part of me needs this

Baby, don't apologize to me
Because I know you're going somewhere far and far away
And I don't even know if I'll see you again (See you again)
And now I have these photographs that you once had
And memories you gave to me
And I just want
To live the way that I was meant to be

Should I be alone? Should I be with you?
Is there someone else who I should give my love to?
I guess it's hard to say, it's just like every day
And I just want the time to slow down
When you come around the whole world just flips
And everything I once knew is all upside down
And when you come around my whole view just shifts

And every thought leaves my mind
(It leaves me like this)
My universe is missing
(It's impossible)
My favorite planet
(No, no, no, no)
And I won't chase it No, I won't
(It's all over again)
Baby, as the months come
(And the time flies)
I will miss you
(As it runs by)
But at least I, at least I, at least I
Cause you are my sunshine, my star in the night
But it's about time for you to take flight
Looking in the mirror I may see you next to me
I just want you next to me
Ain't that rather selfish?

Baby, don't apologize to me
Because I know you're going
Somewhere far and far away
And I don't even know