sidewalk

The sidewalk isn't wide enough
For all of us to be walking side by side
I've got so used to being that friend who walks far behind
Oh all the things they said and did to me behind my back
I thought we were friends, what happened?
It's not like I'm not even here

I could just disappear
If left now would they even care?

Cuz I've been faking smiles, and faking laughs
Just to make it look like I fit in
When really I am struggling
Don't know what to do next

I've got so good at being quiet all the time
And don't think they even seem to recognize my pain and how I feel
I can't even tell what is real
The signs aren't even clear cause my eyes are filling up with tears

It's not like I'm not even here
I could just disappear
If left now would they even care?

Yeah I've been faking smiles, and faking laughs
Just to feel like the cool kid
When really I can't take it
Don't know what to say next

Lay my back against the wall
Shut my eyes and shut my mouth
Put my head into my knees and start crying 'till I can't breathe
The only advice they give me is saying that I shouldn't worry
But how is that supposed to help me?
I'm getting tired of being shoved around
And I know that I don't talk real loud
But whenever I try to speak they just ignore me
And what did I do to you to make you treat me this way?
I guess I'll just pretend and act like nothing's changed

Cuz, the sidewalk isn't wide enough
For all of us to be walking side by side
I've got so used to being that friend who walks far behind