Neurological

Just got home from the hospital
I can't feel my home
It's just not what it used to be
This pain ain't neurological
I can't find the place
In my mind that I used to trace

If I had died in the hospital bed
Nothing would change

Just got home from the hospital
I can't feel my home
It's just not what it used to be
This pain ain't neurological
I can't find the place
In my mind that I used to trace

Just got home from the hospital
I can't feel my home
It's just not what it used to be
This pain ain't neurological
I can't find the place
In my mind that I used to trace

If I had died in the hospital bed (Yeah)
Nothing would change (Uh, ay)
And ain't, and ain't

Ain't shit gonna change
Pull up with them diamond rings
And I bet these motherfuckers probably think that I'm insane
I'm just a soul who overthinks
What if it was me instead of him
Where would we be if I wouldn't have stopped
Hope you lookin' down from the top
A piece of me died when your heart stopped
Shivers down my spine when a gun popped
I ain't gonna lie, that shit was fucked up
Not a person alive I wanna see more than ya
Guess that's how it be
I'ma do-it-for-us
Living in the streets or in an ambulance
Low on saline
I'm on morphine ya
Pennies on the eyes if I don't wake up
AR clapping, I'm a fool
Just got back from the hospital
Remember them days in your mammy's coop
Memories ain't the same as you
Had a couple sick days, ya that's cool
Life feels like a rehab room
She called me up, said she be here soon
Every my last minute right here with you

(If I had died)
(If I had died)
But it's in my genes, losing energy (If I had died)
I used to be healthy and free
But it's in my genes, losing energy (If I had died)
I used to be healthy and free
(If I had died)
(If I had died)



Credits
Writer(s): Gage Mccormick, Juli J. Vitale
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