astro-naut

Been trying to make the best of both worlds
Guess you wouldn't understand
Didn't want to reveal myself that was never part of the plan
One line, one word and I unfurl into your waiting hands
And I ask you politely would you hold me lightly, my friend

Took a while to orient myself to the right way around
I didn't tell anyone else that I'd been back in town
Takes some time to reckon with transitions, 'least I've found
Just a gentle reminder would you please be kinder to me

Glad I could give you some catharsis through the coming fog
It wasn't made any clearer for me, just trudging through the mud
An internal dialogue that you just want to shut off
Let's keep it friendly, no angry defending this time

Its painful to refute yourself then confront the dissonance
All that shame turned inward you feel like a sinner or villianous
'til its woven through the fabric of you
And you can't seem to unpick it
There's no denying that I've been crying too long

Do you know what tears become in zero G?
Tiny little planets are surrounding me
Grief can make for some close company
When you're too reflective, you can't find perspective up here



Credits
Writer(s): Angelique Joy Tuffnell
Lyrics powered by www.musixmatch.com

Link