Happy Mask (Bargaining)

How could you
Why did you do those things to me
I begged you
Correct the lies you've allowed to be
I won't let you
Maintain your lies sweep it under the rug
I won't let you
Demonise and leave my name to rust

No more simulated joy
No more concealed pain

My mind keeps digging it up
You say stop bringing it up
Why not forget the past
Put on a happy mask
No I will never shut up
Won't help you cover it up
Gotta get some closure fast
Why does this trauma last

Bet you knew
I bet you knew what this would do to me
Or did you
Simply fall prey to insanity
I resent you
Your unconditional conditional love
I resent you
Because my innocence was turned to dust

No more simulated joy
No more concealed pain
No more covering for others
Their sins will be made plain

My mind keeps digging it up
You say stop bringing it up
Why not forget the past
Put on a happy mask
No I will never shut up
Won't help you cover it up
Gotta get some closure fast
Why does this trauma last

No more simulated joy
No more concealed pain
No more covering for others
Their sins will be made plain

My mind keeps digging it up
You say stop bringing it up
Why not forget the past
Put on a happy mask
No I will never shut up
Won't help you cover it up
Gotta get some closure fast
Why does this trauma last



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Writer(s): Ryan Boyle
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