Fake Smile

Every day with this fake smile
Walk me another lonesome mile
Everyone says its just a matter of trial
I feel like I could have walked the Nile
All I want is to turn my happiness dial
Is it because of my poor style?

Who says i shouldn't have a chance
Why? You got any other plans?
Or are you just looking for a boy to get in your pants?
Sorry if I seem to rant
Sorry if I seem too mad
Sorry if I seem like I'll treat you bad
I just find it hard
Because I've played all my cards
But yet my heart
Still seems to fall apart
I'm tired of having to be super smart
Throw me down like dart
Graph me like a chart
I'm just playing my part
Throw my feeling in the cart

I'll let you buy them
Did you know that you're a ten
Please tell me why and when
Are you mad that I defend?
Because I've already tried to lend
The last message, is still on send
Because I feel like I'm at my wits end

If i had someone to consolidate
Then maybe i wouldn't be so irate
I just have a lot on my plate
Sometimes I want to meet fate
I know I'm not so great
Why can't we still try a date
I just want someone there so I'm not late

I'm not looking for a feast
I promise I'm not a beast
I know you care about me the least
And what if I just cease
Because my life has got through it's lease
My heart cant stand another tease
Promise you'll never leave

No matter how I go through the rest
I know I'll never be the best
Ill never breach mainstream in the midwest
And if my thoughts a-test
A lovely mess

The way I dress
The way I look
Nothing like the perfect storybook

Tell me my eyes
Are nice

A fiery pit of flames
Here to leave me the blame
I'll never be the same

Why do I have to be so fat?
Why do I have to look like that?

Why are my cheeks so big
Maybe i should buy a wig

Why do I have to be that hairy?
Why are my cheeks red like cherries?

How'd my nose get so round?
I wish my voice wasn't so loud

Why is my hair that curly?
My visions getting a little whirly

Why can't I be skinny
Why can I only get dates out of pity

I wish I didn't have huge thighs
Sometimes I feel like I'm unwise
It's all leading to my demise



Credits
Writer(s): Santiago Quintana
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