Nostalgic

You met me at the time when I was different
But I was good to you
It could've been a waste on the wrist wear
I was a fool for you
I know you gat a thing for me
But your friends never like that
You are the one who's there for me
And we can never hide that
But all I do is mess up & I hate it
I'm light headed, and I lie lately
So you ask, Who you love, who you love
But if you stare at your reflection, you might get it

Lately you've been weird to me
Asking if its real for me
& why you never hear from me
I try to forget you but I can't
Cuz I never felt something like this
I say I'd really hate you but I cant
I never loved someone like this

I've tried to forget you but I can't
Cuz I've never felt something like this
I say I'd really hate you but I cant
I've never loved someone like this

Ask me what I have given up
Lately I reply to say that really I was good at love
& all the doubts I have within me
They've bin asking if am good enough
We are two parts missing trying reconnect
You can reach for me
Coz I'm holding to some that's familiar
Looking in the mirror like
I hope I get to tell my kids, how am living life weird
That its clear this was peace in my time
And these are moments I'm reflected to
Do you love me, I don't blame you
I would hate me too
You met at a time when I was different
Every time I messed it up I said I can actually afford to be stupid
I'm young so I'm expected to

Lately you've been weird to me
Asking if its real for me
& why you never hear from me
I try to forget you but I can't
Cuz I never felt something like this
I say I'd really hate you but I cant
I never loved someone like this

I've tried to forget you but I can't
Cuz I've never felt something like this
I say I'd really hate you but I cant
I've never loved someone like this

They never gave instructions so baby I'm just learning life
The thing bout experience is
You learn to Hate yourself when you losing what you feel inside
& while I'm still on topic, I'm feeling like a fading light
I'm everything you're running from
And I'd rather be just left alone
Though you will never let me be
You and I, we are a little damaged
So we deserve to be loved differently
Though I am told it would affect my health
You exploit my insecurities then ask me how it really felt
Then why you trynna kill yourself
Those are questions I've a problem with
You never know my struggles thee occasion might have called for this

Lately you've been weird to me
Asking if its real for me
& why you never hear from me
I try to forget you but I can't
Cuz I never felt something like this
I say I'd really hate you but I cant
I never loved someone like this

I've tried to forget you but I can't
I say I'd really hate you but I cant
I've never loved someone like this