Is It Forever

I feel better when I sleep I feel closer to my dreams
I could stand here on this stage and you still won't notice me

I feel better when I sleep I feel closer to my dreams
I could stand here on this stage and you still won't notice me
Got all this anger and this rage I just want to be happy
Damn
Why can't you see me
I've been down this road before I always make the wrong turn
Every time it's going right something goes left
I don't learn
Fuck them demons I don't see em they always seem to be deceiving they convince me that I need em I end up hurt still can't believe it
Take me as I am and please don't ever leave me lonely
Fighting my own brain I wish sometimes I didn't know me
I just need a break
Maybe from the world
One minute shit is great the very next I feel like dying
Tired of giving up but I'm also tired of trying
So sick of feeling stuck I just wanna flip the page
Maybe to a new life where I don't feel this pain
So many rainy days
I just wish the sun would come to stay
Some nights I feel like digging my own grave
I hate feeling this pain

Sometimes bad things happen to good people
I'm just one who knows how to handle
But is it gone last forever
Is it forever
Sometimes bad things happen to good people
I'm just one who knows how to handle
But is it gone last forever
Is it forever

Looking at my life from the bottom of this bottle
I could feel me drown in every sip that I swallow
Tryna keep my head in a world that lets me down
They don't understand why I cover my frowns
With a smile
Cause if they catch me slippin then I might be finished
Been depressed for a minute took a trip
So I could feel it
Crying to the sky screaming please don't let me down I can't let my momma bury her youngest child
And it hurts me to write some shit like this but I gotta keep it real if it's gone end like this they don't know my heart and they don't know my soul I put it all in the music ya don't hear me though

Bad things happen to good people
I'm just one who knows how to handle
But is it gone last forever
Is it forever
Sometimes bad things happen to good people
I'm just one who knows how to handle
But is it gone last forever
Is it forever
Ohhh



Credits
Writer(s): Wanisha Bristol
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