used2be

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Thinking about
Who we used to be
When we used to
Who we used to be together
And I can't tell
If she still exists

Look, I'm thinking about
Who we used to be
When we used to
When we used to be together
But I know
That ship has sailed

Remember when you punched the wall
And did a bump of coke off your knuckle?
More drama than a 90's soap opera couple
Anger and depression— a co-opted struggle
You can strike me down but don't pop the bubble
Of denial we were dwellin' in, a while back when everythin'
Was rotten to the core but we'd smile at the skeleton
Enveloped in stress - your head on me chest
We stayed together over three letters ending with X
And that's the best I can do to censor this text
Even in rosy retrospection you're getting me vexed
Unhealthily obsessed, nothing left to invest
Emotionally bankrupt but wish you every success I guess
Time doesn't heal I just remember you less and less
An unrelenting mess we were blind with our eyes peeled
Beholden, our only common ground was a minefield
But every now and then I miss the sound of you explodin'

Are you thinking about
Who we used to be
When we used to
When we used to be together
Cause I do
Oh shit

Are you thinking about
How we used to be
When we used to be
Cause we used to be together
Just us
Just us

I stay thinking about
Who we used to be
When we used to
Cause we used to be together
Yeah
Erm

I stay thinking about
Who we used to be
When we used to
Cause could have been forever
Yeah
Shit
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