Ambition

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There was that time with that guy
Where I lied and I said
"I want you"
Then it fell through

There were those games and birthdays
That I skipped and they'd say
"All you do
Is make us blue"

I've been all in for this
Nights crawling to it
Now my head's one fucking riot

But I blame my ambition
For the heart attacks
For the friends I lack
For the weight I live with

And I blame my ambition
On the days I've had
On the ways they act
When they say i'm gifted

When you had your problems
I helped you solve them
When I gave you mine
You said "I quit"

And they could win oscars
Send me to the doctors
With all of the lies they made me drink

I've been all in for this
Nights balling for years
Now my head's one fucking riot

But I blame my ambition
For the heart attacks
For the friends I lack
For the weight I live with

And I blame my ambition
On the days I've had
On the ways they act
When they say i'm gifted

And I don't ever call back
Or like to do as I'm asked
Might go to hell 'cus I never listen

And I'm a girl with a plan
And they have problems with that
'Cus they're alive but they're barely living

So sue I'm ambitious
Always been like
Left party sad
Liquor's bad for business

And sue I'm ambitious
So I grew up fast
Promised mum and dad
That I'd make a difference