Why? (Xay’s POV)

Tell me why every time I try to love ain't real?
Tell me why I felt all alone tryna to heal?
I'm done stressing with the situation
Don't gotta worry things happen for a reason

Yeah, wake up in the morning, getting ready for a new day
Thoughts be getting heavy, healing from these battle scars, healing from betrayal in my heart
I swear my mind's like a lost jungle
I be looking at the world through a different angle
Oh
Lost too many loyal friends in the battle
Got too many thorns, thought to let you know
Been talking to God while writing in the studio
(Woah)
Been staying low key while I was on the low (woah)
My heart might be full of stitches, but they're all battle scars
Been coping so I wrote this song on my guitar
Never took an "L" they were just lessons
Scars are just hidden beautiful blessings

Tell me why every time I try to love ain't real?
Tell me why I felt all alone tryna to heal?
I'm done stressing with the situation
Don't gotta worry things happen for a reason
Wonder why things just don't feel the same?
Wonder why I gotta let go of everything?
I'm done stressing with the situation
Don't gotta worry things happen for a reason

Oh Lord, I won't question your purpose
I just know it's worth it
I took me some pain and I've been cryin' Lord I'm hurtin'
I got so tired of searching, kissing on these serpents
Lost in my mind Lord you showed me that I earned it (that I earned it)
'Cuz I had took some pain I had to let it go
I swear this hurt been round and round like a merry-go
I know there's purpose to this mission I'ma let it go
I know that you gon' need it best to wanna save my soul
Yeah, that's truth for real
Oh Lord, you paid for all my flaws on top of Calvary's hill
And even when at my worst you show me Heaven's real
Yeah I keep fightin' for your purpose 'cuz it's for your will
(Yeah, yeah)
Mmhm
Lord, I thank you for the pain in the rain, all the hate that I take 'cuz I know you're gonna make it great.

Tell me why every time I try to love ain't real?
Tell me why I felt all alone tryna to heal?
I'm done stressing with the situation
Don't gotta worry things happen for a reason
Wonder why things just don't feel the same?
Wonder why I gotta let go of everything?
I'm done stressing with the situation
Don't gotta worry things happen for a reason

I wonder why?
I wonder why?



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Writer(s): Isaiah Hill
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