Cynical

It's Mula, you know the vibes
Major Mula, the prime breadwinner
I'm too young to feel the way I do
But you too old to be arguing, as if I don't see your point of view
You feeling me, but I don't know if I'm feeling you
I don't wanna hear your story, I'm cynical it get difficult
Yeah you hard to believe, your integrity is what's killing you
I'm cynical it get difficult
Real cynical it get difficult

I love to make you comfortable, but you love to see me sweat
You say nobody touching you, this as good as it gets
You look better on the outside, cause your mind is wreck
I never take you serious, I be on to the next
You love a pity party, so you vent on the net
Whenever you lay in my bed, I put your feelings to rest
But you know after the link I gotta put you to the test
Posting videos from a party, make you feel it in your chest
You come to my house whenever, should I treat you like a guest?
You wanna be my peace but can't admit to all the stress
Yeah I'd take a bullet for you, with a bulletproof vest
You better take a shot for me, I'm the reason you ain't a mess
I prepared for the worst, and I prayed for the better
I'm a product of integrity, and you ain't no Coretta
You left me on read, so I put my feelings in a letter
Writing down all my pain, then I sign seal and deliver

Pass around the bottle my cup feeling kinda light
I hate the things you do and how you moving out of spite
Got my own telly cause you hate when I'm outta sight
I had my guard down, but you putting up a fight
You got childish ways and you lacking respect
So I gave you a sinful heart, what more you expect?
Reciprocity in my eyes, so tell me whats next
Your beautiful eyes hold lies that I'm here to collect

I'm too young to feel the way I do
But you too old to be arguing, as if I don't see your point of view
You feeling me, but I don't know if I'm feeling you
I don't wanna hear your story, I'm cynical it get difficult
Yeah you hard to believe, your integrity is what's killing you
I'm cynical it get difficult
Real cynical it get difficult

I ain't a double texter cause it's the worse way to confess
Call it pillow talk, I tend to speak when I hold her breast
She hates when I'm quiet, she know silence speaks the best
She feeling denial whenever I put her to the test
You know Mula get vile, have her heart beating out her chest
She wanna win a debate but I'm too hard to contest
Can't be wrong and strong, that's a logic that oppressed
I know I love 'em all but for you I try to act my best

I'm pleasant on your worst days, Hesitant when you act thirsty
I act a fool on the gram, then confused when you curve me

If you tryna show me better I need a better visual
I'm cynical and difficult
When you cry to me it's pitiful
When you lie to me it's principle, when I lie to you it's criminal
Way too hypocritical like your bad deeds are invisible

Its typical
I ain't feeling you
I'm cynical, it really do get difficult

Pass around the bottle my cup feeling kinda light
I hate the things you do and how you moving out of spite
Got my own telly cause you hate when I'm outta sight
I had my guard down, but you putting up a fight
You got childish ways and you lacking respect
So I gave you a sinful heart, what more you expect?
Reciprocity in my eyes, so tell me whats next
Your beautiful eyes hold lies that I'm here to collect

I'm too young to feel the way i do
But you too old to be arguing, as if I don't see your point of view
You feeling me, but I don't know if I'm feeling you
I don't wanna hear your story, I'm cynical it get difficult
Yeah you hard to believe, your integrity is what's killing you
I'm cynical it get difficult
Real cynical it get difficult