Greyscale Eternity

It's clear in these steps
That a shroud has surrounded
And conquered cadence
Limbs rendered useless
By the pressure I let encompass

Is this all I'm good for?
Relaying tales of tortured times
As if I have anything to celebrate
In this hollow life

I spectate myself in these conversations
But can't seem to break the cycle
Of self loathing

In an instant I noticed the shades begin to disintegrate
Into a world devoid of hue
Into a world devoid of you

It's the shame of feeling
Like I'm always one step behind
Caught up In chasing time
While I'm losing light behind my eyes
It feels like I've been paralyzed
While last in line
Endlessly awaiting some sort of new awakening

I've lost purpose in the pictures I paint
I've lost solace in the words I relay
Greyscale eternity
In my two shade reality
It seems I've been doomed to witness
The colour drain

In an instant I noticed the shades begin to disintegrate
Into a world devoid of hue
Into a world devoid of you

So I took my fragile fingers
And wrapped them tightly around my throat
To give myself something to hold onto

I'll keep hurting myself hoping
For haven in a life that's fading

I hurt myself hoping
For haven
In a life that's fading

I spectate myself in these conversations
But can't seem to break the cycle of self loathing

In an instant I noticed the shades begin to disintegrate
Into a world devoid of you
Into a world devoid of you

Is this all I'm good for?
Relaying tales of tortured times as if I have
Anything to celebrate in this hollow life
I'm losing light
I'm losing light behind my eyes



Credits
Writer(s): Leon Davey
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