Bleeding Out

Digging a hole deeper than my grave
Filling the void with another me
Hearing a voice I could never hear
Feeling a warmth I could never feel
How can I breathe in this air?
My lungs will collapse at the sight of your fucking grace

This is the fog that will never fade
This is my hell, I will never change
This time I swear I'll forget how does it feel to be the one to blame
This is the fog that will never fade
This is my hell, I will never change
This time I swear I'll forget how does it feel to be the one who stays

I see, It's starting over again
You are the nail stuck inside my head
If I'd be brave it won't be enough to make
Enough to make it end
I'm going deaf falling through my thoughts
Stay with me until I have no choice
I leave my hope here to die alone to die alone 'cause all is gone

And I'm still there with your hands on my troath
Waiting for the last chance to prove you that I'll fail again
You've given me stab wounds
Sooner or later I'll stop bleeding
But the fucking scars will remain
I hope my grudge will spite you
I hope my pain can set me free
From the bars of this endless jail
Oh my god I love this fucking ache

And I keep bleeding out
Fighting this, hating me
Breaking every promise I made to you

I see, It's starting over again
You are the nail stuck inside my head
If I'd be brave it won't be enough to make
Enough to make it end
I'm going deaf falling through my thoughts
Stay with me until I have no choice
I leave my hope here to die alone to die alone 'cause all is gone