What Have I Done - From "Before I Leave"

Started Lying to myself ahhh
Even when I know it's stupid
It's hard for me to handle it ahhh
Even when I know its the only way I have

I just have to
Think about my daughter
She's just 3 years old
Without a fathers love
She's growing older
I'm just a loner
Who needed family together

And it all came crashing down on me
And it all came crashing down on me
I didn't wanted anyone tellen me what to do oooo
Cuz that's how I grew older making decisions on ma own

Don't tell me now
I'm too late
To get over ma own life
I wanna get
Outta this
Misery i made
On ma own life

I told you the 1st day
You doubted me
Ain't gonna end well
You never believed in me
Every time you keep on doubting me
Told you and cried you a million times
Begged on your knees
To stop that shit
And break me every time i try to
Stand on ma feet
You never bothered to think about it
Cuz you were only busy
Doubting with all your anxiety
Im over this now
LORD forgive ma VOW
I can't keep on drowning deeper and deeper
Even after knowing imma die faster
You wouldn't care
But i gotta swim for ma daughter

I won't let a tear drop come in your eye
Even when I'm far away baby
I know you will understand my position
One day even with or without me darling
Im Happy to see you grow up faster
Run to your father
And say that you love me too
Been building up a mansion on ma dreams
To have a family with you and your mother

And it all came crashing down on me
And it all came crashing down on me
I didn't wanted anyone tellen me what to do oooo
Cuz that's how I grew older making decisions on ma own

Don't tell me now
Im too late
To get over ma own life
I wanna get
Outta this
Misery i made on ma own life
Don't tell me now
Im too late
To get over ma own life
I wanna get
Outta this
Misery i made on ma own life



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