Alive

I can't believe I spent another day alive
I tried to reach you but your number never goes through
I guess I'll try to tell myself another lie
Like that I hate you but I hope that never comes true

Drink another just to make my liver die
Sippin' syrup in the backseat of your friend's ride
I pop a molly, I just hope I feel alright
When the sun comes up, I know I'll feel the same

I sip another, sip another one
Lose control and find myself strapped with a loaded gun
Make decisions that can never be un-fucking done
Like lay my body down and learn to grieve another one

I got problems, I got issues, tell me something I don't know
I don't wanna leave my family but it's just so hard to cope
I don't wanna make 'em grieve but I don't wanna make 'em hope
I'm just caught in between being high and being low

Every day, I feel I get a little closer
It's a bitch just tryna keep my damn composure
Call me names and then expect it to be over
I don't wanna forget just for your closure

I can't believe I spent another day alive
I tried to reach you but your number never goes through
I guess I'll try to tell myself another lie
Like that I hate you but I hope that never comes true

Drink another just to make my liver die
Sippin' syrup in the backseat of your friends ride
I pop a molly, I just hope I feel alright
When the sun comes up, I know I'll feel the same



Credits
Writer(s): Archer Hicks Andrade-johnson
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