Today

Today I feel like not feeling at all
Like starring holes into the wall
Today I've lost the battle
That's been raging in my head
But I'm not mad
Sometimes it has to be like that
I think Today has forced me on my knees
Like the whole world's crushing down on me
Yeah I guess this is exactly what I need
This detox from a rush of dopamine

I'd rather choose it all
Than choosing best
I'd rather feel it all
Before there's nothing left

Today I let it all consume me
Cause there's no chance to resist
Cause I know it would persist, If I did
There's no way around it
Im not running from my demons
No, today I let them win
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I want to write something 'poetic'
But my mind says not today
And every rhyme that I approach
Sounds dull and lifeless anyway
I don't know where I'm standing
Somewhere lost along the way
Waiting for better days
And that's okay
I know this life can't be all sunshine and rainbows
Sometimes it's bad vibes and elbows
Sometimes it feels like hanging from the edge
Still wondering why I'm holding on

But I'd rather choose it all
Than choosing best
I'd rather feel it all
Before there's nothing left

Today I let it all consume me
Cause there's no chance to resist
Cause I know it would persist
If I did... there's no way around it
Im not running from my demons
No, today I let them win
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And I will tame them all
Just as a new sun sets
And I'll enjoy the fall
Until I find new strength
And I will rise above
At least I'm trying
When the right place meets right timing
I'll keep fighting
Yeah, I'll keep fighting

But today I feel like not feeling at all
Like starring holes into the wall
Today I feel like not feeling at all
Sometimes is has to be like that

Today I let it all consume me
Cause there's no chance to resist
Cause I know it would persist, If I did
There's no way around it
I'm not running from my demons
No, today I let them win
Welcome in
Welcome in



Credits
Writer(s): Sam Wuan
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