I know

Oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh
Yeah, yeah
I ain't sleep in two days
Had to write a couple verses

You know I'm stuck inside my ways
Sorry I ain't picture perfect
I can't stand around no snakes
Start to think that I'm allergic

Talks with God every week
Should be every day but I'm still learning
Mama knew I lost myself
I had to get up and go searching

It was hard to be alone
But in the crowd is when I'm nervous
Tryna cancel out the noises
just be hurting when I'm sleeping

Waking up without a dream
Like what's the point of even breathing
Wiping tears from off my eyes
Can't hide the fact that I'm a demon

Moving trips across the coast
She said she love me, I said no
I ripped my heart out from my chest
So I could bury it in the snow

Spending most of my days high
But you left when I was low
I'm hearing voices in my mind
Shit just make it hard to cope

You was always on my time
Wasting my time when I was broke
Now you see that I got money
Now you think I'm f****** h***

Tryna hold that shit together
But it hurts to let it go
Now if I hold this shit together
Would I still be feeling cold

And I want this shit forever
Don't distract me from my goals
Woah, woah
Tryna face my demons all alone

But they won't ever leave
Bottle up my pain from everybody
They can't ever see
If you got a problem, call my phone

No asking where I'll be
Sometimes I get nervous
Tryna talk like I ain't never speak
Woah, woah

Woah, woah
Sorry I'm stuck in my ways
Thought it was a phase
Moving place to place

Going in my mia, can't see my face
It's the way I live
Tryna make it count with what I say
Woah, woah

Yeah, before I die
Stack my money up until I'm in the sky
Started moving kinda different
Cause you wasn't on my side

Heard some s*** I never did
That's why I'm heavy on the lying
Wasted all this time
Tryna figure out why it ain't mine

Taking drugs, to ease my pain
The therapist ain't on my schedule
If you bleeding, how I bleed
I swear to God, I won't forget you

I took that knife out from my back
I hit the trap with something special
Being real, got no rewards
I hold my blessings like they medals

Momma said that I'm a star
Well, I'm wishing that she here
Waking up without a purpose
Going to bed with nightmares

It's Like I see you every day
Then at night you disappear
Overthinking too much
Can never show them that I care

Rather bottle up the pain
Can never talk cause no one's there
I'm a grown man
Now I say f*** it and face my fears

Woah, woah, woah, woah, woah
I ain't sleep in two days
Had to write a couple verses
You know I'm stuck inside my ways

Sorry I ain't picture perfect
I can't stand around no snakes
Start to think that I'm allergic
Talks with God every week

Should be every day but I'm still learning
Momma knew I lost myself
I had to get up and go searching
It was hard to be alone

But in the crowd is when I'm nervous
Tryna cancel out the noises
just be hurting when I'm sleeping
Waking up without a dream

Like what's the point of even breathing
Wiping tears from off my eyes
Can't hide the fact that I'm a demon
Woah, woah, woah, woah, woah

Woah, woah, woah, woah, woah
Woah, woah, woah, woah, woah
Woah, woah, woah, woah, woah
Woah, woah, woah, woah, woah



Credits
Writer(s): Myles Mclean
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