Abandonment Issues, Pt. 2: Hope? - Remastered Variant Mix

The crushing emptiness is all around me
Sometimes it really is the only truth I see
As I endure such agony and pain
People I love just seem to wane

Run, you might feel weak and scared
I'm just a lonely, broken soul, who's feeling bare
It was all I ever asked of you
Just to be loved and cared for, tell me true
Did I do dark deeds deserving of this duel?

But I guess, that's a question way too hard
For mortals as fragile as an obsidian shard
I may feel damaged, lost in realms of spirit
I know I'm strong, my kingdom I'll still inherit!

Tell me, what's the point in feeling this sore
Swear life's more vicious than a Spectravore
Someone cares about this 30-year-old something
Trust me, we all got way more than just nothing!

This heart has been trampled on so many times
It feels like roadkill, lost in your crimes!
Family, friends, associates, and hell, even lovers
Seem to only give me their cold shoulders!

I might feel like I'm in a grave, but still
I know I've got a spirit, a beautiful will!
Worms might seem a better company
Then I remember, life's more than just ceremony!

So here I am, not a shell, but a man
Finding strength, doing the best I can!
We all got dark times, all give in to cruel demand
Con artists strike just when we cannot understand!

Tell me, what's the point in feeling so sore
Swear life ain't more vicious than a Spectravore!
Someone cares about this 30-year-old something
Trust me, we all got way more than just nothing!

I once found hope in this life
Till it felt like a contagious lie!
You know, impending doom is propaganda's fright
I still have strength, I still have so much pure Light!

Tell me, what's the point in feeling this sore
Life ain't more vicious than a Spectravore!
Someone cares about this 30-year-old something
Trust me, we all got way more than just nothing!

Hold on tight, don't lose your sight
In this world, you're a flare of Light!
No more sorrows, no more fright
You're not alone, in this endless night!

I am here, not a shell, but a man
Finding strength, doing the best I can!

Tell me, what's the point in feeling so sore
Swear life ain't more vicious than a Spectravore!
Someone cares about this 30-year-old something
Trust me, we all got way more than just nothing!

I know there's more to this life than what I see
Wish I knew why everyone had to target me
I'm sorry emotions for you are really hard!
Sorry you're fragile like a stained glass shard!

Tell me, what's the point in feeling so sore
Swear life ain't more vicious than a Spectravore!
Someone cares about this 30-year-old something
Trust me, we all got way more than just nothing!

Oh, don't feel sore, least life's not a Spectravore!