Smiling Lightly

I just never know when to stop My anger caused a block and I blew my top
I was asking you just to stop lying to me But you had to keep smiling lightly
In front of butterflies with my golden crown of sorrows Shining in your eyes, they're blinding me again
But I will never let your lies live on in my head again

I'd rather be dead
Forgive and forget
White lies turn to dark times
Don't Fill your head with people better left dead End up fearing all your thoughts cause you think you got em wrong

But I don't really know what love is I don't really have emotions for anybody left
But I know one thing, I've got em for me And we can wait and see if a seedling sprouts from me
But my confidence has been left dead why'd you build me up into my selfish head
Never another word unsaid

Never again
My sad brain has got a migraine I'm going my way
Your act won't sustain
You're gonna have to think it out

Cause my past sees what you're about You can doubt, you can try to hide
No one survives a song like mine, Emotions, they don't lie
Don't be mad, cause I control mine
You're gonna have a hard time tonight But I told you to write

And if you do it might change your life
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