Bootsie

Hitched and tricked my way up
From Venus, West Virginia
My hair had gone gray
I was 13, convulsing outside port authority

Those first fits and visions
Were disembodied nervous systems
Silver twisting ribbons of binary
Held each instant of miserable history

Two assholes with inverse halos
Had my panties down 'round my ankles
I was pretty sure it was curtains
'Til this huge, beautiful lady started hurting them

Oh, Danny
I can still feel her carrying me
She said, "The men you thought were brave
Are arrogant and depraved"

Hell is the place where everything happens
The band's playing all the songs ever written at once
Shape the chaos, make your little story
Baby, this life's perfect purgatory

Danny hailed a cab
And I cried in her lap
She took me back to the Dakota
With sandwiches and soda

Early 80s New York City
Biblically filthy
I was a child, but still no door was closed to me

But those men were my protectors and my family
And the most beautiful creatures that I'd ever seen
"Honey, let us color it, so you don't look like a little old lady"
Instead, I rocked Herman survivors and shaved my head clean
I think it was Charlie who started calling me 'Bootsie'
Brown liquor, downers, and powders clouded out the bad dreams
But not before I saw some shit I wish I didn't see

Something terrible entering America through Miami
And I knew I'd have a little girl at the end of my 30s
Mercifully, I still can't see her story's ending
And there was strange silk sibilants in the summer rain
Sweet-smelling trash and rattling laughter in subterranean arcades
Champagne, cocaine, cigarettes and the dirty dawn
The ghost of the moment and the feeling of really belonging

Oh, Danny
You were sick but still singing

"Little hayseed
Where will the wind take us?"

Hell is the place where everything happens
The band's playing all the songs ever written at once
Shape the chaos, make your little story
Baby, this life's perfect purgatory

Such a curse to know where all the time went
At the edges of the blackness
Dance their redshifted images
What a heartless era, what a catastrophe

Seconds of pain and pleasure
The record skips into infinity



Credits
Writer(s): Joseph D'agostino
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