Child

Never been a fan of the water
Something frightening about going under
But I'll jump head first in the deep end
Just to prove a point
Could be called excessive behavior
But think I'm acting more as a mirror
Or maybe I think I'm much deeper
Than I really am

I'm washed up
Woke up
In my childhood bedroom
Guess you never hit the bottom
When you mean to

I hope to god I'm not alone
When I'm all old and wanting home
Too bad I have the habit of setting premature fires
It's kinda fun living this way
Or maybe I was just born angry
Yeah think I like that better
It takes off responsibility
I'm a child

All the things I did to avoid this
Turned to things I did to deserve it
Convinced I let myself keep hurting
Just to prove a point
Think my natural state is nervous
Medications never working
I don't wanna be a person that
Leans on medicine

Oh I'm fucked up
Woke up
In my childhood bedroom
Guess you never hit the bottom
When you mean to

I hope to god I'm not alone
When I'm all old and wanting home
Too bad I have the habit of setting premature fires
It's only fun living this way
Or maybe I was just born angry
Yeah think I like that better
It takes off responsibility

I'm a child
Only grown in little ways
I'm just a child
I'm just a child
Only grown in little ways
I'm just a child
Oh who can blame me

I hope to god I'm not alone
When I'm all old and wanting home
Too bad I have the habit of setting premature fires
It's only fun living this way
Or maybe I was just born angry
Yeah think I like that better
It takes off responsibility
I'm a child
I'm a child
I'm just a child
Oh who can blame me



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Writer(s): Sophia Center
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