Think Abt U

Beauty reflects when you look into her eyes
I see pain along with honor, next to broken trust and pride
You see wasted potential, and predictable lies
Just a shell of what was left
A girl with no more tears to cry
As they keep
Rolling down
Stains she put on her own face
While he's asking
For another
And one more reason he should stay

Like that would make a difference
Like that would help him change
He was ready for the distance
She couldn't say the same
He was a safe place for her head to lay
The boy of her dreams
But no matter how she worded it
His mind had been made

Tryna wrap my head around
All of my own fantasies
Maybe you would stick around
Remember what you meant to me
Now I'm gonna skip this town
All over things you said to me
Can I breathe, is that allowed
You've always been two steps ahead of me

I think about you often
You're a breath of something fresh
In a world that wants the worst from me
I should always count on your best
You meet my parents tonight
What's this is pounding pain in my chest
You show up high as a kite
Stoned out of your mind
How'd I expect something less
I think about you often
Like a burning smoke in my lungs
The one thing I decide to take serious
Is your favorite thing to make fun
There's a lot of things I would call this
Fun won't make the top of that list
Been playing strings for too damn long, got stabbing pains in both of my wrists

Now I'm trynna wrap my head around
All of my own fantasies
Maybe you would stick around
Remember what you meant to me
Now I'm gonna skip this town
All over things you said to me
Can I breathe, is that allowed
You've always been two steps ahead of me