God Did, Pt. 2

God
Did some things I won't believe oh
Look what we became
I know that you're proud of me

Sometimes I gotta remind me gotta let go of the shit behind me
Rarely do for self it's always family I've been eating since a teen we ain't never seen a famine
Been a father to my mother only few can understand it
Under that condition ain't shit a motherfucker can tell me

I got angels on my side shit never been the toughest
Most the strength I got is mental made my way up out that struggle
I've got parts of me that's missing I could never fill this puzzle
But you still gon get this picture 'cause I'm everything but broken

Did some things I won't believe oh
Look what we became
I know that you're proud of me

Never let the pain shine bright as my successes
Misery looking for company and I am anti-social
Still ain't what I'm supposed to be
In the same breath I'm confidently yelling out there ain't too many close me

Let too many close to me should've kept the distance
How the wins turn into hate a lot of niggas turning Pippen
Got it out the mud but I ain't never been the grimy type
Even in my darkest days I've always been a guiding light

What the fuck is niggas really on
I've been on since niggas got they first key I've been at home
Humble to a fault who the hell you think stunting on
If I pull out these bands I'm a get my Nick Cannon on

Carry the name but I'm self made
Papa was a rolling stone but still I'm too bright for the shade
Taught my brother how to be a man
Ain't have too much to lean on Jehovah had to hold my hand

Did some things I won't believe oh
Look what we became
I know that you're proud of me

Don't really care about what bro did
Estella said that what you eating doesn't make me shit
Step into the pulpit giving you the book of David
They say Hov said it I say easy this is been written

I done put more life in these streets than your BM's
You don't even know you how could niggas be him

This is God talk
I have yet to reach my peak but still been on point for a while
Made it down the aisle my queen bossing up beside me
Betting half but the experience is priceless

Never had to chase 'em
The most underrated on the block but somehow I still show up with your favorites
It's crazy ain't it I've been me before the entertainment
Most of y'all was made because of rap the rapping never made me

I'm over it y'all full of shit
It's sad to say but most of y'all is Kaepernick
Yapping 'bout how the whites do and what you tryna do
The whole time I'm tryna show you fools nigga Cho did

They say we never lend a helping hand
But truth is they under unless it's
Carry this weight like I'm nine months
May shed a tear but on my soul promise I ain't never fold once

They want me listen to 'em
Everybody wanna claim big homie but ain't got the right credentials
When I was out here lost ain't none of these elders try and guide me
They'd rather push away than pull you close and that ain't Godly
Every man's flawed but out the rough I'm a diamond
Sometimes I feel like I'm the only one can stand beside me

Never been material
But watch these dreams materialize I always knew it'd be this way if I just followed through

I try and save 'em I can't save 'em all
'Cause when you kicking game without a chain on it's like you talking to a wall
It's like you talking

God
Did some things I won't believe oh
Look what we became
I know that you're proud of me