Watching You Die

One, two, uh

Every day I awake, I got thoughts
And they're racing through my mind
I can't think straight, but I'll be alright
Oh, in a house, in a day, in a bed, in a way
In my head, there's a vibe and I'm catching it tonight
But I'm too young to see this with my own eyes, yeah

I bet the future's bright, the past is far behind
I've been thinking, loving, drinking, drugging
Dodging triple nine, probably out on the arrest for me
Sleeping with my ex, cause I know he see the best in me
And, although my dear
Under covers I can see his bloodshot eyes
But I know it's right, I won't fight
Saved my life, I've been so blind
I won't fight, I won't cry
Nah, I'm way too young to die

In peace, in sheets
Increase my fees to make ends meet
Until I travel to the States
But the car's not here and the plane's delayed

And I'm scared to justify
How I feel tonight
When I just said goodbye
But now, I'm watching you die
The only one to make me smile
Blessed up with taste and style
No greater pain, but I'll
Be sitting here just watching you die, uh
Yeah, watching you die

Watching you fall asleep next to me
I can doubt it in my head
Take it back, laying back
You stay with me till the end
Take it down, feel around
To the sound of my heart beating fast
Nothing lasts, you can't end before you start

Heaven's not what you're after
It's the way we breathe and the love we leave
It's clear, the seven sins of disaster

You've been dark and distant, dear
I'm here and I'm all dressed up in a rental car
You're pulling up to some old abandoned bar
Then you wake up in the morning and smell five star
But I know it's hard to work with your left hand

Button tied, I'm alive
Got one chance to do this right
If I fly, I won't mind
If I can't land smooth first time
I will fly, I will cry
Life's too short to pass me by
I'm afraid I'm gonna outlive my love
I'ma be watching you die



Credits
Writer(s): Charli Finch
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