Never Thought (feat. MENTHOL PRINCE & Danny Boy)

I never thought yea (okay)
I never thought I'll see the day
That the pain has gone away
Free like a bird flying in the wind
Well maybe I should or maybe I can't (I can, I can, I can, I can)

Gone with the wind never to be seen again (nah)
Lost in the mood I need a friend
Just me by myself that's all I've known
Don't bother me I'm in the zone (zone)
Drive by myself on this highway
Escaping this harsh reality
People say I need to change
But don't understand what goes on in my brain (nah)
Feeling ashamed they prescribed me pills
Saying it helps trying to get me hooked

That is the deal
That's what they say
But don't understand
So I walk away

I've been outside with the Whitney with me and it feels so cold, cold
But I know if I hit this Whitney then I'll feel so warm, warm
But in my head it's saying oh no I shouldn't do that
But I'd be lying if I said it was simple as that
I guess that's the way it is (no)
The way they tell me it is
Same ones who tell me to get up and work for a living but inside they dead
When I start thinking like that I feel like these drugs worth hitting
And to avoid to sound redundant I feel like the choice is simple
To be happy with this suicide
This self sabotage
Or be drowned in this sorrow to feel dead but to be alive
To be happy with this suicide
This self sabotage
Or be drowned in this sorrow to feel dead but to be alive
To feel dead but to be alive
To feel dead but to be alive
To feel dead but to be alive

I never thought I'll see the day
That the pain has gone away (away, away, way)
Free like a bird flying in the wind
Well maybe I should or maybe I can't (I can, I can)