Vague

Jack, from what I've seen so far, guess what?
What?
Good big brother

Lots of good times we had when I'm thinking back
But all of my memories vague
Sitting in bed just thinking past midnight and I'm still awake
No time for mistakes
Cause I got something to prove
So I cannot lose and that I can guarantee
Been through enough
Man life can tough why are they coming for me

They nothing like me
Dealt with that shit for a year and didn't miss a visit
Those were the last times with my dad
Yeah I'm getting sad man I'm gonna miss it
Keep tryna remember wish we were together
The memories cold feel like December
But there is no snow on the ground
Its crazy it's the middle of summer my heart is still tender

Four leaf clover but I lost a leaf
And I hope I didn't lose all my luck
Used to play catch with my pops
But now I just look at the glove
Can't go back to the way that it was
I got three reasons to grind look out for my sister
My brother, my mom
The right people beside me to get me through
Guide me and keeping me calm
They not gonna steer me wrong

Lots of good times we had when I'm thinking back
But all of my memories vague
Sitting in bed just thinking past midnight and I'm still awake
No time for mistakes
Cause I got something to prove
So I cannot lose and that I can guarantee
Been through enough
Man life can tough why are they coming for me

Gotta keep pushing no way I could stop
I'm not getting bothered time catching up to me
Expressing my feelings I do it through music
I finally breathe with ease

Y'all could just never relate
I got a lot on my plate, and shit getting heavy
Bet it, I'm moving so steady
Throw a curveball but I'm already ready whenever, wherever

I'm like a diamond, I shine under pressure
Promised that times will get better
One thing that you need to consider
When you was down on your back you know who delivered
Thats me

The past getting cloudy
I got good people around me
I deal with the cards I was dealt
What once represented good times in life
Now just sits on the shelf
And it's getting dusty
Wonder if god will help me or just leave me alone by myself

Like a flower, no pedals
Hope that my dreams don't outlive me, I'm never gon settle
Never gon let up, keeping my head up, it stay on a swivel
Big brother, little sister
That means the best of both worlds I stay in the middle
Stay in the middle

Lots of good times we had when I'm thinking back
But all of my memories vague
Sitting in bed just thinking past midnight and I'm still awake
No time for mistakes
Cause I got something to prove
So I cannot lose and that I can guarantee
Been through enough
Man life can tough why are they coming for me



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Writer(s): Jack Grady
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