Hope That You're Okay

I think I'll look for your love
In every person I'm with
They may think I've got issues
Cause you bit off more than you could chew
Moments when I'll feel defeated
You'll have no clue
I think I'll always blame you
For making this love feel so new

I didn't think that it would take a toll
Until of course I had gotten older

But I still hope that you're okay
Think about you sometimes twice a day
That maybe you're living your life
Working a nine to five
Or that I'll cross your mind too

I was too young to understand
how you could abandon someone
Sad times passed I grew
You came back but nothing was new
Yeah I said some harsh things
But how could you blame me
I no longer needed you
To fill your place was a how to

It affected me in ways I didn't know
While you life your life she catches all your slack
Cause you cared more about a fake child when you should've gave your all
Do you feel bad

But I still hope that you're okay
Think about you sometimes twice a day
That maybe you're living your life
Working a nine to five
Or that I'll cross your mind too