Davis Nights (Want It So Bad)

In your hatchback, with my hands in my hair
You're facing the other way
In my cul-de-sac, where you said you're indifferent
But I couldn't let you fade away
From where I sat I could see me move to Berkeley
Guess you're moving out alone in May
So talk shit to my best friend
Block my cell, treat me like a heathen

But didn't you want it so bad
Davis nights, candlelight, everything
Damn, what a good thing that we had
Let it go, hit the road, what a shame
We had the world 'tween our palms as you held my hand
But didn't you want it so bad
Looking back, ain't it so sad

Oh what a bummer, tall tale from the suburbs
A couple of lovers, now when they see each other
It's duck and cover
I never meant to see you like you did with me
Maybe my energy don't match your entropy, overheating in these fucking sheets
Throw em off, hobbling up to the faucet and hop in the shower, it's almost three
Texting my rebound I love her, I see how I deal out my logic for fleeting needs
Stacking regrets from the former me
Like how'd I let you let me hurt this much
How'd I kill my standards held up in us, goddamn

But didn't I make you feel glad
Fought your fights, by your side anywhere
I gave you everything that I had
You let it go, hit the road, what a shame

What a shame, I heard everything you said
And it sucks cuz from day one I tried my best
From the fireworks at State Park
To laying your bed in Davis
What a place; it's a burden to forget
Holding hands in the rain, almost fell on the cement
And the streetlights lit your face, Your smile's engraved in my head
Did you mean it when you said you resent me

But didn't you want it so bad
Davis nights, candlelight, everything
Damn, what a good thing that we had
Let it go, hit the road, what a shame
We had the world 'tween our palms as you held my hand
But didn't you want it so bad
Looking back, ain't it so sad
Yeah, looking back, ain't it so sad