Health

Sitting here fighting with myself
Thinking about what I could change
I see you so affected my health
But baby I set the stage

I don't wanna say it's your fault
I know I don't wanna put the blame on you
After all this time we're falling off
I didn't think that I would turn blue

Didn't even try to fit in your shoes
Didn't realize what I'd do
Without you
When you left you took a piece of me

You took the thing I need
You took the only fucking dopamine
That I had inside of my system
That kept my heart fucking pumping

So now I'm just stumbling down the street
Not finding any peace
Slowly losing every single fucking part of me
Damn

Cause I thought that you were what I needed
But I needed somebody to need me to
And it wasn't you
You never trusted me

Only fucking me over
So you could feel better about yourself
That's sad
Didn't think it hurt so bad

When you left but you did
And now you're gone and I gotta give up
You ask me why I'm not smiling
But it's not your fault

Because I fell in love with somebody
That's gonna rob me of it all
And you took all my sense of happiness
You fucking threw it in a pit and burned it all up

And now I constantly think that my life sucks
It's like it's burning in a pit, feel like shit
Every day I fucking wake up, take a hit
Thinking I'ma make it out of this rain

But every day's like a constant pain
It's like a needle that's stuck inside of my brain
And I'm just trying to figure this out
But the moment I'm slowly catching up

And it's running me over
I'm always fucking over
These thoughts
Go around and you say you love me

Why did you go and fuck me over
I just wanna feel fine, maybe sober
Maybe you and me could figure this out again
But sometimes I don't really wanna fucking end, babe