Thank U For the Day

Everyday I wake up and I thank God
Could've died in my sleep, but I did not
Lot's of pain in the world, but shit, I'm alright
Trying to make some amends with every song I write
But I'm depressed on the regular and anxious as a dog
I had some dark days in the past, now they're long gone
But they're still hanging over like a dark cloud
OCD and all the trauma follow me around
But I'm privileged as shit, I can't even lie
I feel guilty for letting suicide cross my mind
When there's people in the world that fight to stay alive
While I day dream about death in the Burger King line
I know I need to suck it up and go help out
Head out to the hood, give some hand outs
There's people living under bridges, really need some love
Approaching people with a sign, they roll their windows up
I'll be honest, I've lost my faith in the past
If you invited me to church, I'd probably give a pass
Now I'm really needing something to believe in
Instead of sitting at home and binge drinking
I was a nihilist all the way through high school
Looking back, that shit is really not cool
I was ducking my family and living selfishly
Getting high as I could, committing felonies
If I could go back in time, man I wouldn't do it
I'm focused on the future, making better music
Trying to be a better person, help some people out
Let go of the negativity, over thought and doubt
I hold a lot of things in, I gotta let them out
I gotta do better, I gotta end the drought
Sometimes I try to pray and I don't know what to say
But every time I do, it's thank you for the day
God

Thank you for the day
Thank you every day

Thank you every day