Ain't Coming Back

(Yeah)
(Right)
What am I supposed to do when everyone is holding me back
Where am I supposed to go when no one even knows how to act
I took some time to myself don't know when I will be back
Don't think that I'm coming back

Sometimes you must go back to yesterday to find your way
Sometimes you gotta change your path in order to be great
Late nights I stayed up in my bed yeah I was wide awake
Trying to find myself but I was also trying to fly away

From every single thing inside my mind I'm trying to hide away
I swear I got so many issues yeah I got a wide array
Overthinking makes me anxious I don't got no time today
Tell my brain to stop it it's been thinking the entire day

And I've never been
One to share my feelings
But I think I gotta tell 'em man
'Cause they don't know that half of it
Warzone in my head and I can't manage it
It really doesn't matter if
You've got everything that you could wish for you lack happiness

I ain't been happy in a minute and I don't know why
Is it cause of all the whippets in my brain I'm fried
Is it cause I never sleep I'm staying up all night
I'm lost up in my mind
And that's why

I cannot contain it caught in useless conversations with acquaintances
Don't wanna convey this shit
But someone needs to say it man
Caught between temptations and I fucked up past relationships
It's funny how your brain could shift
Turned this darkness into light
That's how I know what greatness is

Now they pull up to my shows they flooding in like naval ships
I enabled it don't know where my day ones is but I'ma make it to the top
Just be careful what you wish for one day you'll be calling shots

What am I supposed to do when everyone is holding me back
Where am I supposed to go when no one even knows how to act
I took some time to myself don't know when I will be back
Ha don't think that I'm coming back

My mom told me I got the weight of the world up on my shoulders
I feel it too yeah I can't sleep at night it's got me torn up
A workaholic trying to find his place as he gets older
It's funny cause when I was young I wanted to be older
But when you get older it tends to get even harder to do the things that you wanna
I had to switch up my karma
So I could do this shit for real
Had to drop out of college I was never good at math but in the stu I'm a scholar

What am I supposed to do
What am I supposed to do
What am I supposed to do
When it all comes falling down