Iowa Again

Used all my chances
I fucked up
I ended up in Iowa again
And everyone says just look up
But it's hard I keep losing friend by fucking friend
And all the memories that I'd sell
If I could but they just replay
Woah oh they say that I'm helpless anyway

I can't stand on my own two feet
I'm dependent
It might as well spell defeat.
I've been addicted to ex-girlfriends
I ran to college
And now I'm a hundred grand in debt
But it's where I met some best friends

I used all my chances
I fucked up
I ended up in Iowa again
And everyone says just look up
But it's hard I keep losing friend by fucking friend
And all the memories that I'd sell
If I could but they just replay
Woah oh they say that I'm hopeless anyway

I ran again to a brand new town
I was stumbling
Most people dragged me down
I couldn't finish what I struggled to start
I wasn't meant to run and fall apart
But it's easy with a lost heart

Now I carry the baggage in my skin
I can feel the trauma stuck within
I couldn't help but let it bleed me dry
Even though I try and try and try and try and
I can't help but constantly ask myself why
But It doesn't escape the fact that I

Used all my chances
I fucked up
I ended up in Iowa again
Everyone says just look up
But it's hard I keep losing friend by fucking friend
All the memories that I'd sell
If I could but they just replay
Woah oh they say that I'm
Helpless hopeless
I'll never get past this
Every single day I remain a masochist
And I can't seem to ever resolve anything