Spent the Summer Alone

Spent the summer alone hiding out in the backyard of my home
Reading books, and malaise tortured me night and day
I cast a line to the stars. Identified everything that we are
But that was just for a season. As if I needed a reason to like -

You
You
You
As if I needed a reason to like -

Spent the winter in bed reflecting on everything I said
It's like I couldn't be cured. I'm stuck with me cuz I'll never be Her
I descended the stairs, got pretty good at trying not to care
But that was just compensation for stupidly falling in love with -

You
You
You
For stupidly falling in love with -

Take it back to the night that we met
I was in over my head, I was in over my head
You said, you swore, you liked me
And so I gave you my heart for the taking
Another season come and gone, picking up the pieces of it breaking
And so I turn the page and pass the time
At least I play the game and try

Spent the autumn with friends with nothing but our hearts to mend
It's like we couldn't be cured
So we swore off from the stuff, never heard from again