Reluctant Escape

The sky is gray, no clouds in the way
A bullet to heaven couldn't ease this pain
Talked to a man and he said it's okay
Talked to God, he said it's not my fate

I've got to create suffocate
With the sunshine down on me
I've got to create suffocate
With the sunshine down on me

I can't stay
I'll try to stay but I couldn't get it out.
I can't stay
I'll try to say it but I couldn't get it out.
I'll try again but who even cares in the end
I can't stay, just take my place
Where I don't feel pain in the end

Sun up there, smiles down on me
But I don't care, don't wanna be free
I'm just here, darkness is me
I don't want the world to see

I've got to create suffocate
With the sunshine down on me
I've got to create suffocate
With the sunshine down on me

I can't stay
I'll try to stay but I couldn't get it out.
I can't stay
I'll try to say it but I couldn't get it out.
I'll try again but who even cares in the end
I can't stay, just take my place
Where I don't feel pain in the end

I don't know what I'm doing here
But this is the end of a
Really shitty year
This song is coming to an end
But I really haven't changed
I don't know what I'm leaving here
But my cares don't mean anything
No way to escape this turned around brain
(One, two, three, four)

I've got to create suffocate
With the sunshine down on me
I've got to create suffocate
With the sunshine down on me

I can't stay
I'll try to stay but I couldn't get it out.
I can't stay
I'll try to say it but I couldn't get it out.
I'll try again but who even cares in the end
I can't stay, just take my place
Where I don't feel pain in the end



Credits
Writer(s): Truman Yardley
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