Then It's My Fault

Please don't think I'm insecure I just can't trust no one else I was treated bad like I was somebody else
You can't deny I was the only one by your side now I'm alone and you're just gone with all those lies
How am i supposed to accept your sorry with those same eyes you put me in places where I'm confined
You said you were coming where did you go?
You said you said a lot of things that stayed on my mind yet I still didn't leave look at me waiting I'm outside
I should've left that place in a heartbeat sometimes i think that i'm being way too kind
I dropped everything and gave you all I had worst part is that i couldn't show you i mad i was
Don't do me wrong cause i ain't got no one at all you told me i could trust you, don't you lie
Some things my heart can't take
i'll be better of without you, and we both know that
Everybody telling me that i changed i just see things more clearly
My mental health can't comprehend what is real will prosper i'm the one telling you that it's finally over
Now you know all of my sober thoughts you know where i'm headed to so don't follow me
If your problems are more important then why should i even talk to you
Told me they were big but they were nothing that major
Had your back while you left me for dead isn't sad for how things had to end
Or is it better if we move on ahead i took it personal because i would've never done it to you
Its hard trying to be angel when there's demons around you i seen a so-called good girl turn on me
Nothing is healing time is now just killing i know you were always there for me but now there's more than one time that you left me
You don't even know what you want from love anymore now i try my hardest not to look back
Only thing really worth chasing is a dream