Melancholy

Another day and I make no sound
Feeling down for the sake of pleasure
I used to smile for the late dark nights
But now I love all my late-night cries

The white pine tree with the shade of life
Withered down with the worst of wars
I thought I was a great white knight
But all my might is nevermore

And I cry, cry, cry for no reason
But it feels so good

Where are you happiness?
The one who brought me home
From the bottom of the well

I know it'll be emptiness
But it's so bittersweet
My love for melancholy

My parents ask me if I feel alright
I firmly say yes as I die inside
They know well and see through my lies
But they can't fix my withered mind

I play to forget all of my mistakes
But they come back and make me feel like hell
Hopes break in to try and aid my hours
But I go back to put it all on fire

And I cry, cry, cry for no reason
But it feels so good

Where are you happiness?
The one who brought me home
From the bottom of the well

I know it'll be emptiness
But it's so bittersweet
My love for melancholy

Waking up and screaming
The desperation lives within
Nightmares become dreams
All dreams void of gleams

Suffering and no strength
Misery is my lullaby
Falling for melancholy
'Cause I can't love myself

Vicious love for someone
Who has it all as I have none
Can't defeat my temptation
For pain and grey scars

Maybe it's the right way
Maybe I'll listen to my mind
As I break and throw away
Of what's left of my own life

Maybe it's the right way
To throw away my own life