Just Me.

My phone rings at 3 a.m
I want to call back but i can't
I should sleep but I just pretend that I can handle it
'Cause I started crying all the tears that I had
Sitting in my bathroom trying not to care
I don't want to talk 'cause in my thoughts
There's so much dark to turn the light back on
And then the glimpse of you hidden in my heart
Starts screaming at me I'm not enough

Cause' you say "shut up"
And end the call?
While I would pick up even at a party
If you want to talk, even if you're bored
But you said "shut up"
And stopped talking
And all my fears started growing
Did you want more?
Cause I would have done it all for you

Your phone rings at 4 a.m
And my chest starts shaking
My skin falls into my bed
Why am I so weak and stupid?
Why still I give you this devotion?
My heart beats in slow motion
Cause you stole all of my joy and then you left

Why did you say "shut up"
And end the call?
While I would pick you up even at a party
If you want to talk, even if you're bored
But you said "shut up" and stopped talking
And all my fears started growing
Did you want more?
Cause I would have done it all

Why I still mention you in my songs?
Even after things have gone wrong
And expect you to say something in the end

But I don't, I don't wanna know
Maybe it's not my run
It's crazy thinking of it
When it's not my war, not my fault
I left scars on my skin
Thank that i'm still here
I'm sorry for what i did
But it's what i need
And it's just me
It's just me



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