Vermillion & Lavender Grey

It's been far too long since I saw that look in your eyes
And it's been far too long since you wrapped your arms around me
And I've been so far gone
That you don't even remember
How much you loved me last September
A memory I'll always treasure

Cos I loved you more than I could show
And I regret the things I did that made you go
I felt a hopelessness I hope you'll never know, oh
I think it's safe to say you told me
So I'll leave this place for you, I'll leave this place

My mind is a crime scene, you cross the police line
Avoid me all day, but you'll visit come nighttime
In my dreams I see you, sunshine
This life that I'm leading just ain't meant to last

I just want to tell you I miss you
This mattress is quicksand, I'm stuck in my bedroom
Everything is fucked, I don't think I'll get through
This life that I'm leading, it's kicking my ass

Why does it have to be so bad?
I lost the best thing that I had
"It doesn't have to be so bad"
Well fuck you mom, and fuck you dad

I curse the way that I behaved
So bury me in a shallow grave
And dig me up come new year's eve
Kiss me goodbye before I leave this world for good

Why does it have to be so bad?
I lost the best thing that I had
"It doesn't have to be so bad"
Well fuck you mom, and fuck you dad
I curse the way that I behave
So bury me in a shallow grave
Dig me up come new year's
Kiss me one last time and I'll disappear

So I'll disappear and you'll feel alone
Nothing lasts forever or so I've been told
And you'll start to wonder
If what we had was real
Is young love just a feeling you no longer feel?

So I'll disappear, and you'll feel alone
Nothing lasts forever or so I've been told
You'll start to wonder if young love is real
Or just a feeling you no longer feel

So I'll disappear, and you'll feel alone
Nothing lasts forever or so I've been told
You'll start to wonder if young love is real
Or just a feeling you no longer feel

So I'll disappear, and you'll feel alone
Nothing lasts forever or so I've been told
You'll start to wonder if young love is real
Or just a feeling you no longer feel

A song stuck in your head that you can't remember
God fucking damn it I'll love you forever

I'll disappear, and you'll feel alone (I'll love you forever)
Nothing lasts forever or so I've been told
You'll start to wonder if young love is real
Or just a feeling you no longer feel

I'll disappear, and you'll feel alone
Nothing lasts forever or so I've been told
You'll start to wonder if young love is real
Or just a feeling you no longer feel

I'll disappear, and you'll feel alone
Nothing lasts forever or so I've been told
You'll start to wonder if young love is real
Or just a feeling you no longer feel