Birthday

You have
You have no idea
How lonely this life is

I don't want to see anyone
I don't want to blow any candles
I don't want no piece of cake
I don't want to play pretend
Like last year
Fuck last year

27 lost my friends
Lost the wrong ones anyway
27 lost myself
Still trying to find my place
So no present
No party
I'm all alone
Happy birthday to me

I'm too loyal, too honest
Too big, too kind
I'm too scared to live
I doubt myself so bad
I'm angry at everything
And I break my own heart
I'll never settle
Emotional
Afraid to be like my dad
I'm scared to be like my dad

If it doesn't hurt, then it isn't love
If it doesn't hurt, then it isn't love
And I know that isn't true
So why do I
Get off in violence
When the truth is that
I'm a force to be reckoned with
But for now
I'm all alone
Here's to a new year
And Happy birthday to me



Credits
Writer(s): Marlène Vincent
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