Void

I wish my mind was a void, 'cause then I could avoid
All the constant chatter in it man there's always a voice
And you know I hate noise it really makes me annoyed
Only things that I like loud are good music and my joints
Are burnin'

'Cause nothin' works out and I'm over waitin' for shit to get lighter
Give me the lighter Imma ignite it
Hopefully I get higher 'cause I've been low
Now there isn't a fire but only thing I see is smoke
Vision hazy I've been tired and uninspired
Feelin' lazy not a liar man I just lie in
This bed and stare it's rare that I ever feel excited
Think I'm crazy on the verge of being suicidal
Brutally honest sometimes wish I had access to a rifle

But I guess my only option is to keep inhalin' and coughin' until I'm in a coffin
Wanna reach another tier when I'm droppin'
Don't wanna live in fear with my problems
Feelin' boxed in, like I'm inside a diorama
You die your armour didn't serve it's purpose it's worthless no protection from when life is gonna
Stop
So I don't give a fuck when I say sayonara
They all tryin' harder to slow the process but I move master like the lion's father
I don't expect you to get the symbolism
Lately I've been feelin' different
Part of me is low key wishin' I was in a prison
So I could hide behind the bars I do that now but with the shit I've written

People be scared of the ocean won't put their toe tip in
But then proceed to rock the boat until that shit is tippin'
It's like they didn't listen, when they were given tips in
How to handle themselves now it's obvious that their grip is slippin
Will sins be forgiven? Or is there even sinnin'?
These are important questions 'cause if we're tested then less people will make the tough decision
To make an early finish
All our souls diminish
But is it worth livin' through vigorous diligence to replenish it?
Or is it all just pointless as a circle?
They say that's the shape of life
We loiter then we burn true that the soil we all return to
Toyin' with your virtues you might boil if you deserve to
When you've been exposed to it enough the poison doesn't hurt you
Tolerance to toxicity have you toilin' 'til your works due
Spoilin' your hard earnt food
Lookin' back on it like what's the point just watch the earth move