Alone With My Fears (Oh No, Brent)

I find myself lying naked on a sheet of plastic
With my belly resting on a large stone
My hands are tied behind my back and I feel spastic
A rope stretched between my neck and feet makes me groan

Rain is pouring down while I remember the good old days
You can only harm a man in so many ways

I'll be digging my grave in the moonlit night
My bloody face full of tears
The imminent future a scary foresight
Buried alone with my fears

How can I confess something I didn't do?
I don't know but my suspicions didn't come out of the blue
How do you expect to forget about my pride?
I don't know, but you've got something to hide

He spreads my legs, opens my ass and makes it wet
Penetrates and starts thrusting steadily
I resist and scream and try to lick the cold sweat
The moment I stop moving he comes heavily

We're nothing but thugs and killers and treat the world like dirt
It's people like us that were born to hurt

I'll be digging my grave in the moonlit night
My bloody face full of tears
The imminent future a scary foresight
Buried alone with my fears

How many minutes of mercy can you spare?
Well I don't know and I really don't care
How much pain you think a body can take?
I don't know but I'll let you die for god's sake

I'll be digging my grave in the moonlit night
My bloody face full of tears
The imminent future a scary foresight
Buried alone with my fears