Hurt Myself/Help Myself

I see you in my sleep
And believe me when I tell you that it's shit
In my dreams you just repeat
The words you said and you meant when you left
And I would do anything
Just to remove your touch from my skin
I'd burn it off
Don't think that I won't

Cos I did it just to hurt myself
I hurt myself with you
And I just can't seem to help myself to help myself get through
Because you're everywhere I look
In every page in every book
And I'm tired of closing my eyes

I'll tear out every page
Cos I can't read if I can't see and love is blind
My life is mistake after mistake
And some mistakes just won't agree to be left behind
And I would do anything
Just to remove your touch from my skin
I'll burn it off
Don't think that I won't

Cos I did it just to hurt myself
I hurt myself with you
And I just can't seem to help myself to help myself get through
Because you're everywhere I look
In every page in every book
And I'm tired of closing my eyes

Remember when you told me I couldn't be mad at you
Remember when you told me I wasn't as sad as you
Remember when you told me that she was my fault
Remember when you told me to just let it go

And I would give up all the good times
Just to erase all the bad from my mind
So here's to your mental health
Really really hoped that it helped
Haha